Well I think that I have a anger problem, I feel like I'm boiling all of the time inside because of my past, I am a yeller and it hurts my husbnad alot, he grew up in a family that communicated when there was a problem but my family we yell and scream. And it is affecting our relationship. Because whenever we get into a fight I flip out and become a lunatic. and my husband who is sucha an amazing husband doesn't know what to do, and neither do I.
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