Anger can cost you EVERYTHING, I have learned that the hard way. I had always been in denial on just how bad I would let my anger get at times and my anger and the denial of it has cost me the people I care about most in my life. So now I am stuck trying to over come my anger with no support from the people who I feel would be able to help me the most because they truly know who I am. My anger cost me my relationship of 8 years, and even though I feel like my ex holds out hope, very little right now, he is not willing to support me at this point because he fears I am not going to be capable of actually changing. No matter what I say he cannot open himself up to me at this point and it is putting me into a mayor depression which is only adding to my problem. I guess at this point I can only try to give it time and hope that after sometime he will open his heart to me, decide I am worth a second chance and chose to support me, but only time will tell.
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