my fiancee left me about 1 month ago, but has only been out of the house for 3 weeks. i saw him on sunday because he picked me up from the airport, but he has always been an a**. i ran into some people last night that know him, and they filled me in on what a dog he has been throughout the entire relationship and how i was so blind to all of it. I am fuming because what a fool i have been and i am so angry at him for making me feel like i had done something wrong this whole time when he is just a rotten person. i am so angry right now and have been for weeks. i cannot keep my heart from pounding out of my chest. cold sweats, can't focus..my stomach is very mad at me and acting up if you know what i mean. i joined this because he said i have anger issues, which i won't deny, but now i see that a lot of my anger was coming from constantly being lied to and blamed and manipulated. i guess i knew in my head, but didn't want to believe it. i am so angry at him, at myself and just in general.
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