my previous relationship my ex wife was extremely abusive both physically and mentally after 3 or 4 years of complete misery suicidal tendancies and 3 or 4 mental breakdowns i'd had enough and gave up everything i had worked hard for and left i lost my job and everthing but now i've found a woman that i love and i know i can be happy with but i have found myself becoming aggressive and hitting her if we get into a big arguement i have never in my life been like this and it is destroying me i am better than this and so is she i have tried to get help from everywhere but to no avail when i lose it it is not a concious choice that i make and it makes me afraid sometimes i find i can control it and it has got a lot less recently but its still there and i want it to go away.
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