where do i start ive alwys been angry ever since i could remember. i used to get in such a rage and black out and punch or throw things or hit myself now that im older and have a family ive learned to control myself enough not to do those things but now it just comes out in other ways. i get pissed off very easy it doesnt take much for me to go off especially on my husband and my parents i take everything defensivly whitch i hate i wish i was not like that i cant help it i turn somthing so small in to a huge deal and then afterwards feel like a freakin idiot but then its to late to apoligize cause ive hurt everyone around me sometimes i get so angry for no reason and then i get even angryer bc im angry and dont know why i dont want to be like that i have a grat life a wonderful husband a beautiful daughter wonderful parents i cant compain im very blessed but yet i am the way i am i have my good days and i have my bad days i just wish theres was more good than bad somtimes i just want to climb out of my own body i dont even want to be near myself i get so irretible anyone pls help i want to be normal ive tried meds nothing wks they make me worse even earble stuff pls help
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