when i was 11 years old i met a guy named stephan while living in texas. we became friends and dated for a couple months before i came to find he was a very violent person. while i was dating him though, he had a brother named vincent whom i became best friends with. i moved back to florida a little later but vince and i still stayed in contact. we would visit each other every summer and he was the only person i could count on for anything. last summer i got a call from one of vince's close friends telling me that he had been killed by his brother stephan. dealing with his loss was very hard for me and i tried many methods for controlling the anger i had towards everyone (i.e. psychiatrist, workbooks, meditation, prescription drugs, etc) but nothing has worked so far. the only thing all those methods have done is preventing me from getting into a lot of fist fights. if anyone has any advice or suggestions as to how i should go about dealing with my anger it would be greatly appreciated.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??