I feel like I am constantly pissed off. Im not sure if living in NYC does it to me. People constantly walking into you and not apologysing, people screaming out of thier cars, seeing poverty everywhere. I feel like everything around me upsets me. Today I had to meet up with my boss so she could show me where im working for the week. (im a dog walker/pet sitter) And I totally got lost due to construction on the subway. it wasnt allowing me to get onto the C train. and then my girlfriend calls me and im screaming at her yelling "how the f*ck do i get to where i need to go!" people look at me like i have 5 heads. I hate it... the second I get upset im always yelling and screaming at her. I feel guitly everytime I lash out. I feel like I cant control it. im glad im working with animals at least. sometimes i feel like being around animals is the only thing that can make me happy.
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