I hate my damn job! They keep jerkin me around and screwing up my schedule and I think they all may be racist! what's worst is that it trickles down...I have gotten into and argument with everyone I know this morning because I'm pissed about how unfairly I'm being treated and I really don't feel that anyone cares because it's not them!!! I really wish that I would stop letting the things that are going on at this stupid job get to me but it just does! It makes me flip out on everyone and upsets my ulcers which makes me even more angry! Why the fuck do I have ulcers at 24 anyways?! What REALLY pisses me off is that I am the one that everyone else turns to for advice but when I need advice all I get are these generalized bullshit "hang in there, Baby" type of responses!! I'm sooo pissed right now I just want to yell at anyone who listens!!! I want to run over my boss with my fuckin piece of shit car!! I'm tired of being the one that is the back bone for everyone else!!! I know I seem to have it all together and for the most part I do but I have ISSUES damn it, why can't these people understand that?! I'm tired of being the one to cheer everyone else up but when I'm down I'm reduced to typing it out on an internet support group all while wiping away my burning tears!!! Life's a BITCH!!!
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