I am angry for more reasons than I count! I've been hurt and abused knocked out for the count!I'm angry at those who did this to me! And even at God who does nothing but sees!I'm more angry at me so I toss when I sleep! I'm afraid of what happens when my anger's unleashed! It rips and it tares trying to get out! But if I allow it it will take people out!I'm angry at me! I'm angry at me! Sometimes I'm so angry that red's all I see!My remorse disappears in an angry spout! Then returns to haunt me when the disaster is out! Angry at me! I can't stand to see this raging angry monster that's inside of me!I reck and destroy everything that's of worth! But the pain is so bad I hurt and I hurt! Everyone that is near me when my anger is loosed will be pulveized into the Earth's roots!I'm angry at me! Because only I have the key to unlock what is raging inside of me! I fight to control it! I fight really hard! But all that is left are sharp broken shards! Everything's breaking including my heart! For the angry things I do and say tares my loved ones apart!
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