I'm not sure whats going on here. Whenever I'm REALLY stress and/or angry, I do self-damaging things to myself and/or objects. Like, the other night, I was so unset and angry at myself that I not only cut myself, but I also scratched huge dents into my work desk. Now my desk has scratched in dents all over it. And I have marks running down my arms and legs from cutting. I'm an SI (self-injurer) and I have been for about a year. But I've never cut myself that much in one night. And why I did it to my desk, so I didn't cut myself more. I don't like cutting. But I'm obsessed with it. Not really obsessed, more like addicted. Anyways, that's besides the point. My point is that I'm not completely sure if I have an anger problem or a stress problem. Or both. Any ideas?
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