I lost my grandmother today. I feel like the whole thing is unreal. On top of that my hubby has been drinking today...which i advised against. He started acting stupid towards my brother, so i got his case about starting crap when drinking and my emotions got the best of me and i turned violent towards my hubby. My brother had to literaly hold me back. I felt so many things all @ once. Afterwards i was so frightened by my actions, my hubby was bleeding from his nose and mouth...i threw mutiple punches and slaps aimimng in the direction of his head...i could of did some serious damage if i didnt have my brother there. Even though my hubby pissed me off, i realized that was NOT the way to go and it wasn't fair of me to take all of my frustrations ( dealing with the death in my family) out on him. Idk what to do now...he walked out on me ...which he had every right to do...i just wish i could have better control.
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