My anger comes from the still birth of my son my doctor didn't treat the problem that I had and now my son is gone. I have found that anger is kinda a good thing I have cried so much and that I have became so weak from crying ang anger makes me strong. I don't mean violent anger but more like standing up and not letting people push me down. Today was one of those days I go to work and my boss wants me in the door before the bussiness opens well I really don't want to sand out side waiting for the doors to open but if I do get in before the doors open I'm clocking in. Than I helped a little old man look for an item he could'nt find and I was told not to leave my area. I was the only one around and he asked for my help but I will next help an old person look for something because I like to help nice old people out they are innocent and they are so happy when you help them. Now to get to the point A regular customer came in and asked about my baby. I didn't cry I usually always cry I was able to tell her what happened with my anger in my heart that the doctor caused me. I sometimes think anger is good it makes you strong and move forward, but you have to keep your anger under control.
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