Ok hopefully this does not freak anyone out. Im new here and need some serious help with my anger. Im a very violent person that when i get mad say for example road rage i lose it really bad. When i say bad i dont just want to hurt the person i want to kill them. Im 33yrs old and know im too old to be doing this. My past has been filled with restraining orders against me and police involvment even 20 days in jail for aggravated assault in 2008 for hitting someone with my car on purpose in front of mcdonald's. I tried to kill that person literally! All because he flipped me off when i cut him off pulling out of mcdonald's. I was lucky i was only charged with aggravated assault which i plee bargained down for a lesser charge. I was lucky i didnt get charged with attempted murder. Ive had alot of incidents with road rage where i hurt someone after they enraged me. My last incident was less then a week ago which i hurt someone really bad who made me angry. I fled the scene and so far have not been contacted by the police but i worry about it everyday cops showing up at my house especially since i hurt the other person really bad even after they were unconscious i continued to inflict injury. Ive thought of turning myself in because of all the witnesses someone had to have got my licence plate. But the thought of being charged with attempted murder or murder scares me especially with all my past run ins with police involving violence. Im not even sure the person is ok. I watched the news and saw the story on the news that the person was taken to the hospital in serious condition. Im very scared that if i dont get help now that ill end up killing someone. Can any of you please give me some advise. Thank you
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