ok so last week I get dxd with 2 aneoresums, how ever you spell it...lol and trying to stay calm as everyone in the feild and family friends keep telling me to do, but its a scary expirence, as you all know. Imtrying to keep in good spirits keep moving forward but all I keep thinking about are my 4 kidsand hubby. I know that they say that there small and they found them before they ruptured, but im even afraid to sneeze at this point. lol I go in today and get the 4 vesssel angeogram done, even that sounds scary in itself. I thought I was a strong person but now I feel like I was 6 again and saying I DONT WanT TO DO THIS... I have not told my 10 year old yet she is the baby and i do not want her to worry, but also feel i should incase anything happens so im confused as well..ahhhh i just dont know
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