Im shaking all over, but it's not visibile. I feel awful, Im seeing stars and hearing ringing in my ears. My sister is calling my Dr's office, she's telling her to bring me to ER. Ok, now Im better and they ask me to tell them what is going on. I tell them. They run test to include CT and nothing, yes that's a good thing, but I feel crazy, I feel absolutely crazy. Oh God, why? Im trying so hard to get back to what they think I should be. Im not having an anxiety attack or am I?. This happened on Monday as well. I take my blood sugar, perhaps I need to eat? So I do and I still feel bad. Im admitted to the Hospital, and the transporter places the admissions paper work on my lap. It reads "Altered Mental State". I talked with a (please forgive spelling) Pulmonologis, cardiologist, neurologist and my doctor. They did what they were suppose to do, but they found nothing. Im tired, I give up, Im done!
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