After waiting for four months to hear from my boyfriend of three years that has been in a treatment program, I get a call from him, its been a month and a half since he has been able to receive calls and visits and mail. I have received only three calls from him and he gets to call twice a week and I have not been to see him, he says that if I came up to see him that he would not want to stay, I don't by that. He has had his mom,sister, and brother up to see him but not the person who has been there for him and supported him. He has never sent me a letter and I write him at least once a week. I just recently tried to call him and he would not answer the page that he had a phone call. All kinds of crazy things are going through my head. I'm thinking that he has decided not to further our relationship but if that's the case why won't he just come out and tell me so. Im hurting so much I can't stop crying and thinking the worst. What sould I do.
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