HI EVERYONE. WE BOUGHT A CAMPER LAST WEEK AND MONDAY WE TOOK IT UP TO THE LAKE. IT SLEEPS 8 HAS A BATHROOM AND A FULL SIZE FRIF AND STOVEWITH OVEN. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SINCE I LOST MY LEG IN OCTOBER THAT I REALLY MISS IT. iI WENT TO THE BEACH TO WATCH THE KIDS PLAY IN THE WATER. I CAN'T GO ON THE GRASS OR SAND. ITS TOO HARD WITH MY WHEELCHAIR OR LEG SINCE ITS UNEVEN GROUND. I AM SO SURPRISED I FEEL THIS WAY. AFTER 6 MONTHS AND NO DEPRESSION AND NOW ITS SNEAKING UP ON ME. I EVEN HAVE A HARD TIME GOING UN AND OUT OF THE CAMPER. MY HUSBAND IS GOING TO BUILD A DECK FOR ME AND THE DOG BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE STUCK ON THE DECK. I MISS WALKING MY DOG. NOW I FIND MYSELF BEING ALMOST JELOUS AND THINKING THAT THEY ALL HAVE 2 LEGSAND DON'T APPRECIATE IT. ISN'T THAT STRANGE.
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