Something is defintly wrong with me lately. I can't figure out exactly why or why not. I have felt the need to talk about feelies. I know we all do that in our head but never say it outloud. I had above the knee of my right leg in October. The worse of it for me is the phantom pain. I have had them so bad that I thought about the emergency room then I remembered they can't do anything for nerve pain. The worse thing about the whole thing is that nobody really believes that we hurt that much. I know that there are different pain levels but the fact still is that we only have it in our mind and we could stop it if we wanted to. It just can't hurt that bad. Or worse yet the "look" you get. MY husband is a nonbeliever. He thinks I should go off all my meds and I probably will feel better. It also doesn't help if you show him the articles of phantom pain. So what do you do? Thats my question today
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