my fathers checks and rechecks the locks on the doors 3-6 times a night.then he goes up and down the stairs to check on the thermosate.turning heat up to 78 during evening while he's downstairs and then down to 68 at night...because when he gets upstairs for bed the house is hot from early in the evening while he's up..i have found him in the heater room a few times..this is alarming to me..i will put a lock on the heater room door, but my dad said he will rip it down.i 1st put a note on door.stating the heater is ok no need to go in heater room, he tore the note down.iam considering xnax..not sure what to do..iam not getting any rest.feeling frustrated.iam thinking abo ut r unning away from home.of course my father doesnt rememeber any of this.and he's ver y angry when i catch him in the heater room.
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