I've been so sad lately and I couldn't put my finger on it. I'm really close to tears a lot of the time and I've never been a weepy person. People ask "How are you doing?" and I always say "Just fine. Thanks for asking." I'm not fine and I'm really getting tired of people asking me. This disease doesn't get better. It just gets worse. My brother tells me to just hang in there. He has no clue as to what's going on out here. If I tell him, I feel I would be betraying our marriage. I'm lonesome and I hate being a whinner. I don't think I like myself too much either. Any suggestions on how to get out of this slump?
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