i am tired, i need to make the decision to put my father in a home and find it difficult, i get tired and say no question about he is going to a home, and than well i say to my self calm down you can do it, so i hold out a little longer until i can't no more this is what happens over and over again, its draining, you have no life where is the life you had, i am tired i do not have the patiance for this. i want my life back and maybe just maybe thing will be better from a distance in terms of caring for him and all, i don't know but things are not that great at home i find my self yelling,repeating, he just does not know how to do anything. but yet i keep tring.
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