My mom on her best day has always been moody but lately it's been getting worse and worse, she used to just say horrid thing to me but when she was like that it only lasted a few hours. This past week has been a nightmare from hell for the past 2 days she has been another person I don't know at all. It seems like evil fills her eyes she gets cold and hateful, she has in the past swung her cane at me and yesterday she finally whacked me good when I bent over to grab her glass to refill it. I have always had a bad temper and till now have always kept it in check because I can't begin to imagine what she is going thru, but today I lost it I looked at her and yelled "who the hell are you and where is my mom" she looked at me laughed and said she's gone, to be honest she scared the hell out of me. I had to leave the house and go for a short walk. I just don't know how to handle her when she's like this, what to I say, how do I act. Please help....Kara
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