I have'nt posted in a while I've been in a slump I guess. I seem to be getting more and more depressed each day. Although I feel selfish for even posting anything about myself when there are so many others with much more severe issues than mine. I'm not sick or have any mental issues ( well maybe mental issues ) but I'm just depressed about because of my wife. For those who don't know, she let a drug dealer in our house and smoked crack for 8 straight days while I was away. And almost committed suicide. She is o.k now, but all I can think about is her getting high in our house and the things she must have did. She's told me some stories about it and it just kills me that she did this. I feel so betrayed. WHY,WHY,WHY, is all I can ever think anymore. I don't even know why I'm writing this, I guess I have nothing better to do. No one to talk to I guess. E ven though my issues are petty compared to others, could somebody say a prayer for me and my wife. Please, I have nowhere else to turn.
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