Ok, going on 5 months sober.... met someone in the program and he is very nice...we go to meetings, church and long walks he even opens my door when he picks me up.... i am very confused as i am a terrible, terrible judge of correcter... he is 3 years sober by the way... he has dated someone with in the program and their both very good friends.... thing is i like this guy... however, i have never met someone while i was sober or the person was sober .... so maybe just maybe its all in my head that he's attracted to me and i am just attracted to him.... the thing is i hear DON"T date before a year sober..but lately all i have been thinking about is to stop going to meetings and staying away from this guy.... damn, i feel like a teen-ager again......and then tonight i caught myself counting out change to get some beer.... so instead i am sitting here sharing.... i know its sooo stupid but this is whats going on.... and then i think if he is interested i wouldn't date him anyway as i have nothing to offer to him...frig i hate feeling all this.... i was strong when i was drunk and stupid.... i was brave then yea no? now i think of the right things to do... and still lost....
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