I had a court date and was notified like 2 months in advance so I did what any good alcoholic does - I imagined every possible negative scenerio to where I had myself so worked up that I started having anxiety attacks again, now I know how to control them, by talking myself through them and the only thing that stopped them was my GOD I finally had enough and said "Here you deal with it" and I meant it now of course I'm not perfect and I did think of it once in a while as soon as I did I gave it back real quick. So needless to say I didn't suffer anymore attacks even the day of court I knew whatever was gonna happen was gonna happen and I could not control the outcome. Of course GOD has my back and always has and he saw fit for me to remain in the free world, now the rest is up to me to do what is right -- -- -- ------AMAZING--------------
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