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Wreckage of my past

deleted_user
deleted_user
I had a court date and was notified like 2 months in advance so I did what any good alcoholic does - I imagined every possible negative scenerio to where I had myself so worked up that I started having anxiety attacks again, now I know how to control them, by talking myself through them and the only thing that stopped them was my GOD I finally had enough and said "Here you deal with it" and I meant it now of course I'm not perfect and I did think of it once in a while as soon as I did I gave it back real quick. So needless to say I didn't suffer anymore attacks even the day of court I knew whatever was gonna happen was gonna happen and I could not control the outcome. Of course GOD has my back and always has and he saw fit for me to remain in the free world, now the rest is up to me to do what is right -- -- -- ------AMAZING--------------
4mytasha
4mytasha
That goes with my post BLESSED vs LUCKY.
I guess you think BLESSED, right?
I SCREAM at God to take my anxiety.
Maybe I should ask more GENTLY? :)
4mytasha
4mytasha
But then again, I SCREAMED at Him to help me quit drinking and I haven't drank a drop since.(?)
I guess it's just up to Him on who He decides to help.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Honey, you have to take some responsibity in helping yourself when I finally quit letting the committee in my brain take control that's when he stepped in --SURRENDER
deleted_user
deleted_user
Good post dfrease. I get that way too about pretty much everything but since getting sober it definately has gotten better. especially since I have learned the great gift of turning it over.. takes the edge off in a more spiritual way rather than the obsessive way.. can't control people, places or things .. just me.. sort of.. you know what I mean..
deleted_user
deleted_user
Sounds like what I do and it is good you have it worked out.So all the worry and negativity is a waste of time lol.Good on you for handing it over.

mj
deleted_user
deleted_user
Let go and Let God.....I am glad things worked out for ya
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