I drink the hard stuff--vodka--i want it with my orange juice--later with a sprite. This goes on everyday and i am horribly ashamed. I dont get drop dead drunk---I just keep a buzz . no doubt my liver is about to explode...yet i keep repeating, always telling myself I'll quit tommorrow...tommorrow is always yesterday. I am going to a doctor and ask about meds for alcohol....something has to rid this disease before it gets rid of me...I just need some encouragement just like anyone else..
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