i was a week and a half sober and iv going n messed up and drunk again and i used drugs, why am i doing this to myself,wat it was i bumped into a drikning partner n he asked me to go for a drink with him n i gave in once again n im sick of it i really am, every time i go foward i go 20 steps back, i know im on step 1 but why am i still on this self sesturct path, whyyyyyyyyy???
Posts You May Be Interested In
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??