Ok, I am at the point where at least once, but usually twice a week, I binge drink. I drink until I pass out and the next morning I have no recollection of hours of the night before. I have done major damage to my children because of this and recently lost a friend/boyfriend because of this. I have been at this point before and had the strength to cut back and only have a drink or two once a month. Eventually, I find myself back to this point. I have come to the conclusion that I need to NOT drink AT ALL. I feel like I have a problem and I HAVE to stop. For my children, if for nobody else. My new life starts Monday morning. Any suggestions on what I need to do? How do I keep my mind off of it? I will do okay until the weekend comes and it's time for another "binge". I'm just at a loss here.
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