After the past month's BS and people, me thinks I want to visit a liquor/bottle shop immediately. I can already taste the relief of that first drink. I know it's a dumb idea but feeling desperate for some relief even if it's only temporary. Just waiting for nightfall so I can execute my plan. Pain has carried me across the threshhold one too many times. Alcohol will not stop stalking me. I'm tired of running from it. My energy expended. No where to run anymore, no one to trust. Here comes the night.
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