Well I just poured my first red wine for the day and swallowed my first phenergan pill. I only seem to drink most of the time until the sedative effects of the tablet kick in because alcohol makes it work better. I am scared to drink on its own because I become distressed and crazy sometimes so need the sedative effect too, it also stops me ringing people and humiliating myself. Phenergan is an old fashioned anti-histamine that has a calming action and aids in sleeping for anyone that doesn't already know this. I don't drink until I pass out and I usually don't drink until I become sick. I guess what I'm asking in, does this fit the alcoholism thing. And does AA help you deal with the emotional void that causes drinking in the first place? I don't know much about alcoholism treatment cause I never thought it was the major problem I had. My father and most of my partners have been alcoholics and my drinking has been up and down most of my life with long periods of non drinking.Sorry this is such a long ramble but maybe someone can help me clarify my thoughts.
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