I have been living in a share house with aman who has a drinking problem, we were very close and I began to realise I had developed feelings for him. In the interests of honesty, I told him this. He has since hit the roof and accuses me of being a phsycho and that I only lived with him so I could stalk him. It it is very hurtful and I hope that maybe one day he will forgive me. Is this me, or is this something that is a symptom of drink? Also he has stopped drinking for 5 days and now says that he would never have got near a person like me if he was sober, even though he has stopped drinking for as much as 2 weeks before and we have been fine. Am I an awful person?
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