i actually went! my friend had to go with me and she made sure i went, but i got there. i really don't know how i feel about it, i'm going to continue to go, mostly because they don't require you to be sober, i mean, obviously you have to be sober for the actual meeting, but you don't have to go a certain amount of time to be involved. but my friend said something very interesting tonight, she said that she thinks that i'm going to have to hit rock bottom to actually do something about it, i kinda think she's right. i know that sounds terrible, but, i just don't want to be sober. i like it too much, although, i hate the withdrawal. i didn't say anything at the meeting tonight, i just listened, it was weird, whenever someone talked they said, hi my name is so and so and i am an alcoholic, but they all seemed to know each other, so it just sounded funny. anyways, i just don't know if i'm ready for AA yet, but i will go a few more times just to get a better idea.
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