Hi all. back again.. It's Friday and usuallly it means constant drinking with hubby. Well, for a few 24 hrs I have managed to stay sober but now tht the weekend is here and he is home, I worry about the temptation and triggers that the weekend brings. Hell, it could be Monday but still, the weekend always brings out the worst in me..I work today which is good.. I plan on going to a meeting after work too. That should help set the tone .. I guess I come here humbly asking for support.. I desperatly want my life back and long for the day I am not depressed or anxious. I know alcohol brings out the worst in me and I suppose if I remember my last drunk and all the bad that came with it,,,, maybe it will help deter.. I shouldn't base my sobriety on him should I? Anyway, I pray I have a sober weekend and look forward to someday feeling good.. peace and love to all..
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