I dont crave alcohol or anything. It just seems like everything revolves around it. I know it is probably just the people I am around. I just dont want to not be friends with these people though. I probably drink 2 or 3 days out of the week. I just dont know when to stop when I do drink. I am sick of the hangovers. They keep getting worse and those days I just dont want to get out of bed. Yet I still drink. I have noticed the last few times it ends really bad. I start crying and venting about everything. I am just affraid it is going to get worse.
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