Hello. Yesterday was a year that I was sober. Today was and has been hard I'm craving so bad. I want it so bad. I have a party to go to tonight with friends. There will be some alcohl there. I just am not sure what to do. I really don't want to have my first relapse. I wish I had my mom nad dad here. I haven't gone to a aa meeting for a while. There was one last night and the next one is on Friday. I can't wait that long. I'm not usre if I should call the. Aa representive. I am so not wanting to go this waym. I have been doing so good its getting worse I have had it all day. I just don't want to ruin my life again. Please help.
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