Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
Yea I'm 12 days today. yippee!!!!!!!Hoping to stay that way really am. I've been up and down alot though god!! stressed about my 15yr old son. irritable and moody. thinking and feeling all kinds of shit. they say you kind of go back to the age when you really started drinking, when you quit drinking and I feel that way. LIke a friggin teenager or something. I'm indecisive as hell too like I can't decide what to do with myself from one minute to the next.. It's hard to figure out what kind of icecream to buy at the store!lol My boyfriend will ask me on friday what I want to do and I'm like at a total loss. My thoughts always go to drinking because that's what i'm used to doing at his house on the weekend and watching movies or something. I'm like I don't know, kinda want to stay home with son and lay around, but don't really want to lay around, don't really want to be around anyone but don't really want to be alone, don't want to drink but don't want to do anything else, but actually do kind of want o go to bar and shoot pool or have fun, but don't really feel up to it cause then it'll make me want to drink. Kinda depressed and tired but don't want to wallow, don't know what I want or think or feel, don't know anything at the moment. And he's like ok..................uh........yea.........I feel crazy. lol but I'm sober. That's a good thing right? It's rough, it really is. Don't know which shoe to put on first you know? been spending alot of time on computer, think I'm getting addicted to this site now. lol. smoking waaaaaaaaay too many cigs making myself sick. Eating too much crap, laying around too much. My dishes need doing. Alot of stuff needs doing. Can't seem to get the gumption to do em though. Guess I gotta force myself to do shit. Was gonna start AA and seeing therapist regularly, canceled that and haven't gone so far. Need do. This site has helped me alot. As long as I've been sober I've been signed up for this site. That's gotta say something right? WEll hoping everyone stays sober too, best wishes, hang in there and I will too......sorry so long winded, talk a little more now too like a crazy weirdo...lol, Angela
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
"THIS TO SHALL PASS"
from someone who has been there and done that
Crap food, norm to begin, slowly start changing it for better things, that will raise the soul to.
Soon the fog will begin to clear, your in very early days, a new world so to speak, and you are doing fantastic, all these things change with tome just stick with it
Good luck - well done
Trickey
this is what i did today...i made a list of all the things i needed to do...then i made a list of all the things i didn't want to do...i made myself do one thing on my list that i didn't want to do, and it wasnt so bad, so then i did another thing on the "not want to do list" I didn't get all of them done but I feel better that i could make myself tackle a few of them....I hope this will encourage you....You are doing great!! wish I could be at 12 days