And just the rest of my life to go. That's how good it feels to be sober this long. I never want it to end. A member made a comment last year, around my first year mark, about how much more solid the second year feels and I totally get that now. I feel grounded in myself where last year I was still jittery inside. Committed to my sobriety but still a bit whelmed by all the work ahead. Now I am taking my spirituality seriously and myself less so. I will always be working on myself now that I have tasted the rewards of knowing me on an intimate level, yet I see that the changes come slowly in their time. There's no rush to putting myself back together. Just one piece at a time. One day at a time. I am beginning to see the truth of : 'when I don't know myself, I serve god and when I do know myself, I am god. That separateness that my mind creates is the obstacle that I long to overcome. The presence of longing is such grace. I'm so thankful. Hope everyone is doing well.
Hello! I am new to this site / chat. I am struggling in trying to get past two weeks in my sobriety and am hoping I can find tips and chat my way through the two weeks and more. Thank you! Kimberly =)
Sleeping naked last night but woke up about 2 am with uti. Panicked, took shower, went to er and got Rx. Doing better tonight. Not happy about either adventure. I was doing better naked till that struck. Wham!