Hi Im new here. I thought maybe if i joined a support group then maybe it would be easier for me to stop drinking. Almost everytime I drink something bad goes wrong and I know I have to stop but its so hard. I feel like such a bad person because I do things that hurt the people who I care about most. So much stupid stuff has happened to me and drinking is kind of a release for me. I dont know any other way to deal with all the stress. But I end up doing stuff that I wouldnt normally do when sober. Couple weeks ago I got into a bad fight and 3 girls bottled me and it scared the hell out of me I lost alot of blood and got stitches. But still that wasnt enough to make me stop. WHY? My son means the world to me and he doesnt deserve this, he deserves better. I grew up with my parents doing the same thing except it was worse and they drank around me. I dont want this for my son. Alos i have a wonderfull boyfriend who treats me very well, nobody has ever treated me this well b4 and a couple times when I dranks I have kissed other people. This is not me. I didnt tell him about it and now I feel so bad. I dont want to lose him because of my drinking. I want to stop. I need help.
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