I read somewhere (I can't remember if it was on here or in some AA literature) that if you worry about something then you're not trusting your Higher Power to meet your needs. Of course I still need to pray for guidance. I wrote a little about this in my journal but its really bugging me. We don't have the money to pay our bills. We're looking at some relatively large influxes of money in the not-too-distant future but I just hate having bills sitting there unpaid. Some of them are accumulating interest and others I just feel bad about because we've owed the money for so long. I think I'm going to go read some AA stuff and try to get centered again because this is the type of situation that used to make me drink. I'm meeting with my sponsor tomorrow. Hopefully, we'll finish my fourth step.
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