Confined within my mind is confusion.....Happiness using has become a delusion.....The terror is back, my thoughts are insane.....Relapse pain dwells within my brain.....Can't contain the frustration I posses.....My feelings are blowing up in distress......Emotionally drained by the substance that I crave.....The disease of addiction my put me in my grave.....Inflicting hurt upon the ones that I love.....Must get in touch with my higher power above.....It eats away at my soul everyday.....For the mistake that I made I must pay.
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