I have had a lot of issues with trust for the better part of my adult life, and I am 39. I have had betrayals by boyfriends, business partners, you name it - I've gotten fucked over. A close friend has told me that I am just "too nice". But I think there is more to it than that. I can't understand why I have been hurt so many times - I don't think I deserve a ton of bad karma because I haven't lived my life that way. I have always tried to be mindful from a karmic perspective. Now, I embark on a new chapter in my life and I really do not know who to trust! Its very frustrating. I don't really trust myself because I have made some bad decisions in the past - so why trust me. I have decided that the only one I can trust is God or my Higher Power - they are interchangeable as I practice no organized religion - and, I trust my dog. Thats about it. Any of you have issues with trust?? Trust me - your stories will be held in confidence. Just needing some insight here.
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