Well, Greg is gone to his third AA meeting in three nights! It has been a really tough week, but, today, he apologized for his behavior. I am still suspicious because of the upcoming court date. He knows I will be there to testify for the state against him. I reminded him that it was his doing. First, he is the one who chose to get drunk and become violent and irrational. Second, he is the actual one who called 9-1-1 and got the ball rolling (God works in mysterious ways). He has only himself to blame for the sitaution he is in. I am glad he is still going and that he seems to be doing a lot of "soul searching", but the thought of it being a front or an act is still in the back of my mind. Like I said, time will tell and I am not going to set myself up for a big blast if he does prove to be manipulating again. He knows there is a lot at stake right now and even his freedom is in jeopardy. Whatever the outcome is, I am looking at it as God working in a situation that otherwise would be hopeless. If I didn't believe in God and the Bible, I would say Greg is hopeless. But, to me, when you add God to any equation, it changes the whole thing! Things that are impossible become possible. I have seen this before in my life and know it to be true. Endurance and faith has got me this far. I know it will get me through the rest of it, no matter what the outcome is. I think Greg's goal is the 90 meetings in 90 days. He carries the little token in his pocket at all times and every so often pulls it out and looks at it. Whether he is sincere or not, like the person on here once said, God can take it and plant a seed that can flourish into a wonderful recovery story and rewarding ending to a tumultuous story!
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