Hey guys - I so much want to support everyone on the DS site. But, right now I am crushed. I lost custody of my daughter who is the most important thing in my life. The 'mediator' said to do 90/90 and then come back at the end of the summer. I am pissed off and I want to drink over it big time!! But, I just have to be sober and wait I guess... Today, for the first time ever I contemplated throwing myself off the Golden Gate Bridge. I called a friend and he talked me out of it - but right now - that IS looking like a viable option.
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