well i aint drunk for a weeks now n this time is different, the 1 thing that is stoppin me from picking up a drink is i think bout my last drink n it was painful it was the worst ive ever expereinced n i aint looked back, i dont even want to drink , i still get bad days n there very bad but drink is not an option for me no more coz its goina slowly kill me, i look at life in a different prospective now, i go aa n the rooms r keeping me sober, i still have to find a sponsor and i will but i need to find the right 1 who i can trust. ive being out of prison 4 months now n things r slowly coming together , ive made new n decent people , i still crave for a drink wondering wat it wud b like if i cud have thta 1 more drink but august 1oth 2007 was my last n final drink n im never going to look back, its not all goina b easy but im jus goina take 1 day at a time,daily strength has also bein a big help to me and im so glad i came on here, we r all in this together, im so grateful to b here n im going live my life to the fullest without a drink but theres a lot of work i need to do on my self n as my mum always sed ' rome wasnt built in a day'
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