If someone had you taken to the hospital in an ambulance then someone care. It isn't easy at any age, but don't grow up in this type of environment, life can be hard enough. Good luck in all of your difficulties right now, and remember drugs/alcohol are an escape which dumps you right back where you were, if not worse off.

i go to AA, and it helps me to stay sober and keep reminding me that i can't drink. Whatever you decide take care, alcohol and drugs, you're sure enough to hit bottom fast.

You would be surprised how many do care, you have just found some of them here.

Surely ending up in Hospital on a drip, tells you that you have got a problem, and it looks as though you may be dealing with it.

But you are going to have to do more, check out an AA meeting, talk to your doctor, perhaps look at counselling, as one day they may nort get you to the hospital on time, sorry to say that, but its one of the realities I am afraid

Keep sharing keep coming back and start getting well

Trickey

I know what you feel like thinking no one cares a shit about you, but I've learned a few things over my relatively short life.
1.) never have any expectations on how people are going to treat you they have their own agendas and you cant change what they do only how you react.
2.) You show people how you wanted to be treated. Right now it sounds like your treating yourself pretty poorly how can you expect others to act better.
I know it's easy said than done, but start putting your life as #1 on your own priority list