It's a miracle I woke up sober today.. yesterday I wanted to drink so bad! I fought the urge with white knuckles and somehow made it through. This thing called life is so hard for me most days and it seems I struggle constantly to eithor not drink or just not go crazy.. I go to AA, I have a sponser. I just have a hard time dealing with my life. I just wanted to say that I am grateful that I didn't drink because the guilt and anxiety would be too much for me..I guess that in and of itself should be a reason to be alive.
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