i still drink, i'm not asking for help at this point to quit drinking, i've gone through enough in my life that i have to have some point of "escape". i know what everyone will say "you will wake up tmw with the same problems" yanno what i go through hell day in and day out with so many problems that noone would really understand, so if i can have a few hours of feeling a little less stress, i'm going to do it. i know there are many on here the same as me and i don't feel ashamed and i don't want you to feel ashamed. life sux and i know if i quit drinking today life is still gonna suck whether i go to aa or church, or wherever. aa or church or whatever else is not going to bring my parents back, its not going to make me happy. i'm proud of those who have quit, but i want to be here for the ones that haven't and just need someone to talk to. good luck to all, lori
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