I just finished a 2.5 hour Step Four meeting with my sponsor. On the way home I actually thought "Gee a drink would be nice." *rolls eyes* These steps are some hard work. I think I cried for the entire 2.5 hours and some on the way home. We're to the point now where she's telling me to put on my big girl panties and deal with it. My self-respect and self-esteem are apparently in the toilet as one might expect after six years of wrecking things with alcohol. Thankfully, I left with a plan to begin rectifying the situation but I'm going to need to be doing a lot of praying for strength. Just wanted to share....
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