Hello, My friends. Hope you are well. Just for today, i will remain sober. I have come to a decision to work a sobriety program. I went to a meeting last night and found a sponsor. She is a good caring person who want to help me stay sober. Today i am working on step 1: We admitted that we were powerless over alcohol, that our lives had become unmanageable. I was drinking quite a bit before i realize that i have to stop or die. I was in/out of drunk tank, fighting w/ my spouse & people, getting beat up, in/out of hospital w/ broken bones, losing jobs, home, kids, my husband is in jail, having black outs, getting raped, spending all my money on booze, broke, hungry, tired, lost, weak, cold, nightmares, looking for that drink morning after a drunk, drinking in public, in/out of the court system, losing friendship, self respect. Oh yeah, the problems are endless when you are powerless over alcohol that is cunning, baffling & powerful. I want to live! If you have a story to share, please feel free to. I would love it. You may also contact me if you need support. Thank you for sharing. God bless you all, just for today...one day at a time....24 hrs.