I started to really try to get sober about 7 years ago, i when to a recovery house for 3 Months, and stay sober for 14 Months, when back out for 2 weeks back to AA stay sober for 1 year and and back out for 4 days,, back to a recovery hoyse again for another 5 Months and stay sober for 30 Months, yaya your right and back out again for maybe 3 weeks and back to AA and again sober for 11 Months fuck well lets just go to right now up to last week I had 14 Months again now I got 4 days was out 1 weeken,,,,,, I now thinking about going no not thinking m going to another recovery house ALL I KNOW IS I M SO TRIED AND ITS GOT TO BE FOR LIFE THIS TIME,,,,,, I m willing to do any thing this time I can get sober and clean no problem but I can;t get happy I just get so so ,,,,, but do I think AA works hell yes,,,,, all sober days I talk about I was in AA all drinking days AND DRUGS I was not,,,,,, think it must be in the steps and to feel good about my self I need to work on,,, just need to talk and I m alone so this was the next best thing,,, Reg B
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